Where am I?

If you're asking me this question than that makes two of us. With my proposal, I have nothing but those few things I had answered on the Pre-write template thing. At least today I managed to come up with an essential question that I can live with. It still doesn't seem right but I'll live with it. I would have to say that my next step is to try to get things done on my proposal but with the way it looks right now, I kind of doubt that I'll get anything done in time.

I'm really ready to quit

I know that's not the smartest thing to do considering you need this to graduate but still. I'm ready to just say "Go away I'm not doing this." I honestly don't have the attention span to do anything even if it does interest me. And that's another thing! Why am I going to take something I love to do and ruin it by making it work? That is so ridiculous because when it does get turned into work then I just don't want to do it because it doesn't interest me anymore. That's exactly where I am at the moment. I want nothing to do with photography and it's this projects fault. It's taken one of the greatest things in my life and just ruined it.

I can't think in this class. Everyone seems to have all these really great ideas and I have mine and compared to everyone elses, it sucks, but even though it sucks, I know where I want to go with it just not how to get there. I can't even come up with a decent essential question to go along with what I want to do. Yes, I don't have an essential question yet and I think that's why I'm so stuck. Well one of the reasons. A big reason. But whatever!

As for my proposal. It's not going anywhere anytime soon. Even thinking about working on that at the moment makes me want to curl up in a corner by myself where there is no such thing as graduation projects.